Everything must be timed perfectly
Being a parent has made me into a slight control freak, a micro manager, if you will. You HAVE to be but it is very annoying.
I’m always struggling to make that window of time you have between naps, when the baby needs to eat, when I need to eat and all around when we’ll be in the car and how long we’ll be in the car etc.
It kind of drives me nuts. It isn’t so bad when I’m by myself but if I’m waiting for Vim or someone/something else it makes me nuts. Because heelllooooo0o0o, I’ve scheduled everything perfectly and then it gets all screwed up.
I can’t seem to help being uptight about it. It’s never really actually for reals certain a big deal. Life goes on and it all works out in the end. But I hate saying that it works out in the end because if the middle part is crap… then, well, that sucks it.
This micromanaging of time and things is getting to me. It must get better when they are older. yes?